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yeah loser...erm dunno wat other people think bout it...but for me its sumkind of hurt thing...really2 hurt...smting dat can let us down...sumthing dat really can kill us n mke our life kabbooommm!!sigh...when talk bout dis loser thing...smtimes i feel dat i'm really a loser...a big loser...don't even get wat i want...wat i really dsprate to get it...wat da fish...hurm sumtimes i really feel like hating myself for being such a loser...not juz loser in academic but in all thing dat i did...wat a loser i really am...wat am i suppose to do??where shud i start if i noe wat to do???sumtimes i feel dat i really lost in my own life...my own world...i dunno wat da heck i really do in my life...such a dumb person stnding in da middle of people n doing nuting...juz waiting 4 some miracles happen...haha even i noe it wont happen to me...yeah to other peeps mybe yes...but to me its impossible...hahahaha...plz sum1 guide me back to my real life..huhu...now i really dont know wat am i gonna do next...i am drowning in this world =(

its hard to belive a prson like me have dis such kind of probs...but no matter u belive it or not...i really2 do have dat such kind of probs...i am a LOSER....huh